Apr 28, 2012

I have no ACL

Back in this post, I chronicled my experience at Billabong Flaunt It, that resulted in my getting sledded off in the worst pain I've ever felt.

Yesterday, I got a call from my doctor with my MRI results.

"So I have some good news and some bad news. Good news, you didn't tear your meniscus. Bad news, you blew out your ACL. You have no ACL. It's completely gone."

Great, I find this out 27 days after my injury. And if I hadn't lied to the doctor about being in a bunch of pain so I could get an MRI, I still wouldn't know. I probably would have gone to Hood the summer and still not know until something happened there and then I would lose the whole winter season. As it is right now, I probably won't ride until the end of December or January, because I was told it would take 9 months for recovery after surgery.

I'm kind of freaking out. I don't know what to expect- I've never had surgery. I don't know what to do in the nine months I can't ride. I don't know how I'm going to find meaning in life during all that time, because honestly, the only thing I think about all day, is riding. And I'm nineteen years old. This shouldn't be happening to me. I'm too young to already need a new ACL.

I'm working on getting out of school early so I can move back home and get the surgery done ASAP, but I'm still probably gonna have close to two weeks before going under the knife.

Has anyone had to get a new ACL? Advice? How was it getting back into riding? Freaking out. Anything would help. Thanks.

PS. Ask people about the speed on big jumps before sending it so you don't end up like me.
PSS. How did I blow out my ACL and not get best crash award at Flaunt It? I think I did the most bodily damage out of anyone in the contest...

Roxy's Let the Sea Set You Free contest

I entered Roxy's Let the Sea Set You Free contest, and I'm reaching out everywhere I can.
The prize is incredible, and would truly be life changing. It includes $5k, $1k in merchandise, and travel around the world to Roxy contests being the face and voice of Roxy.

Right now, to move on to the next round, I need to be within the Top 150 highest voted entries. I'd appreciate it if everyone could vote for my entry. You can vote logged in to facebook, and logged out of facebook once per day. If you want to share my entry with everyone you know, I'd appreciate that too.
The contest ends May 8.

 Here's the link to my entry
A Day in the Life of a Roxy Girl

Apr 25, 2012

Japanese friends!

At Gremlinz Games I met a couple of girls from Japan. They were super nice and adorable (as it seems like all Japanese people are), and they taught me a handful of super useful Japanese words:

Motto =more
Tomodachi =friend
Hai =yes
Ea =no
Akachan= baby

I'm ready to go to Japan!

The two girls I was hanging out with at the Gremlinz party that night, Miki and Maiko, showed me a video that they're in and I wanted to share it. So here it is!

Apr 23, 2012

Flaunt It Fail.

Friday, March 30th: Billabong Flaunt It Finals practice day at Sierra at Tahoe. Conditions- Really really sticky. The speed from the first jump to the second is tuck and point. I barely land on the knuckle every time. They inform us that they're going to cut a couple feet off the jump for the contest so it's easier to clear. Rail set up is awesome though. Stoked for that more than slope.

Saturday, March 31th: Showed up at Sierra, only to find that the whole mountain was on wind-hold. There were talks of catting the competitors over to the course, but eventually the decision to postpone the contest was made. I ended up going to Reno with the Mattingley's for lunch, and then getting stuck in a snowstorm on the way back to South Lake. It dumped 18" overnight.

Sunday, April 1st: Dreamed about my runs all night. Felt so good on the way to Sierra. First run during practice, I slipped the first jump and then rode by the side of the second jump to look at it. Get back up for my second run and here's where my over-confidence comes in to fuck me up. I watch a couple people hit the second jump from the start of the course and it looked like they went deep. I don't ask anybody who's hit them about the speeds, and just decide to send it. I barely knuckle the first jump and the I cruise into the second, make two pretty big carves. Apparently the speed was still "point it". In the air I knew I wasn't even coming close to the knuckle. I completely cased, probably a whole board length short of the knuckle. And my front knee just crunched. So I'm laying in the landing screaming bloody murder, someone comes and unstraps me, and ski patrol is called. I try to move out of the landing but can't even stand. I spend the rest of the day in first aid, getting xrays, freaking out, etc. I was mostly just bummed about not being able to ride, even though I was int he worst pain I ever felt in my life. I knew my season was over and that was the worst thing in the world.

Next 7 days: Spent the next week on a straight oxycodone binge. Lost touch with reality because if I didn't take them I was in too much pain to function, but being high for a week straight made me think my knee was ok. Still couldn't walk though... Also got really bad nightmares (I think this is from the pain killers?)

And then the next two weeks were a blur of me trying to figure out insurance information so I could figure out whats going on with me knee. I've been to the Kaiser in Sacramento, physical therapy in Roseville, and physical therapy in Incline. No one tells me the same thing. All the clinic at Sierra told me was that I didn't have a bone problem that showed up on the xrays. Kaiser/PT told me that I bruised my knee really badly and it could be 6 weeks- 6 months for it to heal, and that if it still hurt in 5 weeks it might be a torn meniscus. Then PT in Incline told me I could have a fracture that didn't show up in the first xrays. So now I'm back to knowing absolutely nothing. I finally got an MRI set up for Thursday, so I'll be doing the 2 hour drive to Roseville again, and then hopefully I'll know what's wrong.

UGH. Injuries suck so much. Missing the last two weeks of the season sucked so much. Everything sucks. Fuck knees. I hope I can ride in the summer. Here's some pictures from my Flaunt It experience.

My teammate from SNC, Ashley Vandermeer, and I
Ashley, me, and Alexis checking out the rail set up
Soooo Fun! Wish I actually got to compete on it!
Making it over Mt. Rose highway in a Mustang with no 4W during a snow storm
Hailee and Taelor Mattingley and I at the bowling party
Taelor killing it
Hope this is the only time I ever have this sight
The most fun was the open-door ambulance ride at 9:30am

Never thought this would be me.